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2005-09-10T14:53:00.000Z

okay...finally got the heck outta time to blog...man this blog is dusty n rusty n boring..nun of my concern anyway..not tat i wanna decorate it or wat to let ppl see...one of the main reason i wanna blog here today o i wanna blog today is cuz i have something very important i jus wanna let it all out...on this very special day-so call...first things first...we r having lots of me as in me ...lavi..mel...n win loon...when outta sudden they started talkin abt the party n stuff liddat...n wat i was most pissed was when yuen cheng told me tat ping kee said tat "we do the recycling campaign is using ppl's money for our class sake"wat the heck is tat suppose to mean?!first things first...if u wanna tell me abt this ms.wong pinky...jus tell it to my face...y ask yuen cheng to pass the msg to me...n ya...so wat?we help them recycle meaning tat we help them to clean their filthy rubbish n at the same time we r saving the environment...all oso have kebaikan la..wats wrong with it?!ya i know tat i m very poor or in other words for u...you would say tat i am KIAM SIAP(KEDEKUT) or watsoever...i m not rich lik u...try to think of the hard earned money earned by your parents...all u think is jus abt u...have u ever think of others?y must we always listen to u or ur suggestion n not trying to agree wif others ppl's opinion...guess i m THE WALL IN 3 CENDANA...NO ONE RESPECTS ME!I M DEAD IN THE CLASS!IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE WHETHER I M IN TAT CLASS OR NOT!man..get me the hell outta 3c pls...memorable 2 yrs?yes...thanks alot for destroying these 2 yrs...probably on certain things n certain ppl would b a memory for me..but for most of the time..i shared most of my good times in my sk time n in f1...all i did in 3c was a big hell of a lie n dramas which i din wanna do it...there r jus certain things tat we need to compromise..its not tat i m desperate for friends or sth...its abt RESPECT..have u ever respected any1?!maybe...maybe..only GOD KNOWS..n pls la..on thursday right...if ure abt to discuss the PARTY n spoil my birthday pls inform me earlier so tat i could bring earplugs...i would lik to apologise if my words are harsh..i've been keepin this for a loong time n ave to let it all out now...i dun mean to dispute but its just me...i hope we could be gut friends IF we compromise..lastly pls USE UR BRAIN TO THINK not only abt U but also for OTHERS...
to mel and lavi...this is my msg for ya...sorry for all the things tat i did tat might piss u off..i might be stupid for getting angry over a storm in a teacup...so lets jus wipe it all off n start a new life frm now...N STRIVE FOR EXCELLENCE!

*to those readers who might be pissed or angry or watsoever..i m so sorry but i ave to mean at times cuz u ppl are the ones who started being mean!no more ms.nice compromise dumbdumb always agree on other's ppls unreasonable comment or suggestion....its now ms.mean honest straightforward!*

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2005-07-27T15:32:00.000Z

fuh!finally got the heck of the time to blog...well i really miss bloggin...i was once well..quite an active blogger..[hey ming yi! ur wish is granted!i actually did parahgraphin!><] ..hm..many things happened recently..to be honest...i desperately wanna blog..but there are two major factors tat cause me not to blog..first is my sis who always monopolise the computer n made me use the comp 2 times a week oni..how evil!the second reason is..its not convenient to blog for i need ALOOOT of privacy..
trials is comin around the corner..lets say er..in another 2 weeks time?n yet...i hav not done anything yet but maths...tried to do some sejarah latihan today...n sighs..dun mention..i almost forgot everything man!wth!gonna get busy from now..ceh..always say liddat but ended up not doin it...dun hav such semangat to do it..-_-'hate myself for it..stressed?i guess not n i hope not..68 more days eh?hm..y bother counting when the more u count the more u stress...stress definately sux n i definately dowanna go through this situation..look..the more u stress the more pimples will grow at ur face[n hey..who likes pimples?tell me abt it]-whoa!the two statement above sounds lik a hiperbola..0_O watever la..dono dun care..laugh n laugh n laugh n come what may la..
guess this entry should be rather boring n i guess i have nothing much to say...*i wonder why when i wanna blog those things jus would not come out*sighs...anyway...guess i'll end my blog here..

2005-07-03T15:51:00.000Z

finally got the heck of time to blog..have been enjoying my life recently..my aunt came back frm france abt 2 weeks ago n we had loads of fun eating n shoppin...no disputes..everything is jus goin smoothly..as for school n online..i totally have no idea whether things are goin smooth or not...i doubt it will go smooth in anyway..studies is one major problem..plus u hav all this dramas among ppl..y dun they feel sick having all this drama?hey..u go to school o online to study/discuss/learn geo..history n stuff liddat wif ur frenz n net frenz...the school din ask u to learn drama u know?!..y take up drama classes when u need not drama classes?i just cant understand y ppl wanna wear a mask n jus go thru every moment with a mask..i mean..dun they feel tired?i jus cant understand why sum ppl jus lik to backstab ppl..i mean lik talk bad behind tat sum1...ppl are tryin to be themselves whereas sum of them are tryin to get into sum1' shuz..y bother to be the queen or the king?y bother gettin ALL attention when ure not urself?sum ppl jus hav this 2 face character..splilt identity..tat sum1 may look lik an angel in front of u n then next moment he/she would be the devil behind u..he/she says she dun lik this person...he/she will brainwash u..n then the next moment when u start to hate tat certain sum1 tat he/she says she/he hates..tat asshole will start to be close to the person he/she says tat he/she dun like..how sick can tat be!i have kept this inside of me really long n i felt sick with all this things edi..i hav had abt enuff of all this crap..drama would be the no.1 crap!i am jus f-ing pissed why cant sum ppl let me be me?its lik watever i do they would not lik it as if i did somewat crime o stuff liddat..y bother wat i do when u urself dun bother wat the hell r u doin!ure pointing a finger towards me but yet ur other 4 fingers would be pointing back at u..watever u backstab me would reflect it back to u..ure saying tat i am bitchy means ure bitchy!

2005-06-22T14:41:00.000Z

i came back...well..was feelin a lil tired but i stuggle to stay awake to watch 2 of my fav chinese dramas...by right i guess i came back at abt 5..told my mum most of my results...it jus hurts me so much to tell her my results knowin i will dissapoint her...anyway..she was pretty okay later on n showed me n my sis the old pictures n memories...hasd a big laugh.really nice but yet the guilt for not gettin gut results still present in my heart..feel lik slapping myself for not doin it well..i swore to myself i would do better in anyway..keep my fingers crossed. as u can see i am the lazy type of ppl compared to my frenz who has this somewat lik 'ambition' to study..the whole thing is..i do wanna study but it jus cant get into my head...i hate myself for this..anyway..while i was waitin for my fav dramas out of a sudden thoughts of blogs n internets n yadda yadda yadda(in one word the cyberworld) jus popped outta my mind..n yes..outta a sudden i doubt some of my net frenz blog r true frm their heart or wat..some of them are actually promoting their blog in a sense tat they wan ppl to read their blog/they want ppl's attention...[y dun they jus think-this is my blog!]..y do they ever bother if there is ppl reading it?!its ur own blog...its meant for the owner to express oneself but not advertising oneself lik a whore o a gigolo..pretty lame dun u think?[i hope my statement above dun piss some of the readers-lik i said jus now...i am jus me!n tis my blog...i type wat i lik to type]..i have been thinkin alot recently due to the results i got back which i would describe it as HORRFYING!looking back at my past n thinkin whether some things i did in the past is right or wrong...ever regret n wanna go back to the past?!hm..50%50% if u ask me..but oh well..no such thing/device/machine called the TIME TURNING MACHINE anyway..everything happens for a reason n i bet its for the better..okay i am starting to talk abt all this lame moralitics(word exist/spelling error?!no idea!) thing..i dono wat to say..but at times i jus find ppl hard to trust(especially guys)...u know a guy can jus break ur heart easily by tellin u those SWEET WORDS n the next thing u know he is tellin another gal...i jus wonder why guys must do tat to gals?!y must they lie n not be honest?..y dun they jus tell the gal tat he dun lik her anymore?!why?!why guys must always break a gals heart?!why must he jus leave without saying goodbye?y mus he leave all the sweet memories tat haunts the mind?why cant he love me for another day/moment?y dun he gimme a second chance?!y must he lik her?y cant he gimme a try?y must he look for pretty n smart gals(i know its ideal perfect gal for a guy, but yet LOVE IS BLIND!)..why why n why..the many many questions of why is left uncounted...there are jus so many whys tat i would wanna scream out loud!i had enough of all this!i am spilling it all out now!more than i could stand it anymore!the one tat i would wanna scream why most is:
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH OF A DRAMA FROM A PERSON?!
DUN U FEEL SICK OR TIRED WITH ALL THIS DRAMA?!
wanna know why do i scream tat out loud?!cuz i am f-ing sick wif all this things...for fear of the word "DRAMA" and "LOVE"...
*can u respect my parents?!watch ur mouth when u say i kurang ajar!u wanna say me alone nvm..dun pull my parents into the water okay?!*

2005-06-14T15:34:00.000Z

yes...wendy tan has gone nuts....i cant hide it anymore...its more than enough i am receiving all this PURE CRAP!CRAP!..there is a certain time oh well...as u can see i am starting to have this anti-love thingy..n yet..its not working for me..the past is haunting me...i am actually forcing myself to do sth which i am not use to do..i lied..i used to live in a world of fantasy..love was once a bed of roses for me..yes..there are times when love is really beautiful...i love those good old days...who doesn't likes it when love is beautiful?...yes it is beautiful n but yet...it change drastically in a split second...my life will never been the same again..i thought flirting might help overcome all this kind of things but...nothing did change at all...it would not change the fact that the past is haunting me no matter how much strength n courage i use to move on...n yes..remember i said abt delicious guy...*akhemz*...when things are abt to go a lil better..i am now getting to sense something inside of me...n surprise!DG is in my life...2 hopeless guys are now in my life....what a nuisance...

*basically i bet my readers will be thinking what in heavens am i writing abt...actually..i have no idea what in heavens am i writing!outta my mind i guess*

2005-06-04T10:47:00.000Z

crap!have not been bloggin..n i hate it!..the reason why i hav not add in any new post was not bcuz i was lazy blog..it was bcuz my dad did not pay the streamyx n left the computer so dead..u know the computer IS TOTALLY DEAD without the internet?!boy, have been sufferin during the holidays w/o the internet line(well,not exactly as i keep myself n my time occupied with things)..as every1 said..holidays are boring..practically..i dun think so...probably bcuz i am all filled up wif programs..guess i dare not say the word "BORING" cuz its actually banned by my mum to say tat...forbidden to say tat...if i ever say tat word "BORING", there goes my head!..anyways..talkin abt holidays, i am not goin to anywhere lik c.highlands as most of my frenz r goin there..as far as i am concern, c.highland is having traffic jam though(read the chinese newspaper-i mean my mum read it to me)..plannin to go for movies wif my frenz..this wednesday probably goin to M.valley to watch missed call 2.whether i can go or not,it depends on my mum's decision as i dun hav any transport to go there o u can say there is the lrt n ktm tat i can take...but mum said it was rather ma fan..*speechless*..talkin abt movies wif frenz in m.valley..i also hav another program wif esther n wen han - watchin movie at times square..the moment i told my mum abt this she was lik "u doin business isit?"...sighs...find my blog pretty boring..dono wat to talk abt...crap la me!well, during these holidays i guess i got to bond wif some of my long lost frenz n some of my other net frenz thru my hp-n that makes my hp's credit goin low..watever anyway cuz i am basically enjoy sms chat wif them...hm..to be honest the reason why i am running out of words n things to talk abt now its bcuz i am thinking of this guy which i will jus name him "DELICIOUS GUY"(DG)..i am definately not gonna tell more details abt this person...the reason why i name him DG was bcuz he jus look so delicious...yummy..ewe..not to say i wanna eat him up but he jus seem so irrisistable(lik chocolate!)..he makes my heart feel lik as if my heart was lying on a comfy pillow which is soooo darn comfortable tat u could not explain what tat feelin feels lik-whenever i see him..the only thing tat i could describe is COMFORTABLE..aww..gosh..!i jus adore him soooo much!talking to him more often recently..it makes me more gay when i talk to him more often...now i am just at the light stage of gay..another few more times i would be gay-ier n the following few more time i would be gayesT(lolx...is there such word?!i wonder~)

Happy Times of my Life

2005-05-10T14:40:00.000Z

guessed i hav finally figure out why my blog looks boring...i guess its probably the color i use in my blog entry...well..dun care...guess i am not using my brain to type out my blog...i am actually lazy to post in some entry here but hey..i cant betray my beloved blog here...i hav to be fair to my blog...i posted an entry o 2 at the msn my space when i am suppose to blog here!..yeah...basically i think bloggin here gives me more privacy as not many ppl know abt my blogsite...ppl can jus open ur msn my space n check on wif ur blog n tats no privacy...on the other hand..i would really lik to criticise certain blogsites o rather msn my space...i dun mean to criticise jean,wl,waimun n many more...i am actually more to criticising PG...i am not hypocrit o watever...but the whole thing is...if u ever try reading her blogs at msn my space...u will find tat she is actually trying to improve her eng o rather grammer in her blog entries by somehow addin in some "bombastic" sentence...hey..tats wat she think...i mean i can see it frm her typing style language..jean is obviously far much better..incomparable!n bear in mind..if ya wanna read her blog entries pls prepare a plastic bag in case u wanna puke when ure reading her blog...omfg...why am i talking abt her?missed her too much?nahz...of cuz not..the whole thing abt her is i am havin this really bad feeling of hatred towards her...i might sound mean..well um..rather bitchy...but tats just me..anyway anyhow i dowanna talk abt all this type of things edi..i try not to add her in into my blog entry..jus cant help it..its lik as if my fingers r doin all the typing n never realise tat i hav crapped so much abt her..actually the main headline o topic for today's blog entry shud be abt pn.chan...n pn.bugger...nahz...since i have post those incident at my msn my space..better not repeat it over here...ppl might call me OLDGRANNY by tat time..lets talk abt tuition..hell ya...i loved my tuition..i adored every single one of them(including d teachers) there even though i am not tat close to them cuz i hav jus started this tuition last month..each n every1 of them hav different character n traits tat will surely merry up the class..u will always hear laughter..never fail to giv out a positive atmosphere..the teachers there are obviously no.1..except tat no 1 can replace loga's place as a no.1 sej teacher!...teachers in my tuition centre r more open minded,more experienced n of cuz..more friendly..arghs!!i am really runnning out of words here...currently disable to explain o think of something interestin to type in into my blogsite to make it more interestin..i wonder wats goin on wif me...exam is around the corner n i feel so dumb..every1 is making an initiatif to do revision(tat scares me) me? i do no study n only know how to daydream!how amazing..i just envy my frenz sooo much..how can they actually be sooo hardworkin?i wonder wats their secret..i betchya they will get gut results for this term..as there is a peribahasa in malay called"USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN"...i bet they will succeed in tis upcoming exam..gut luck to all of them...guess this will be my last entry for this month..i wont be able to blog after this anymore...probably will be returning to blog here next month..till here i end my boring blog entry....

miss ya blog!

2005-05-01T15:36:00.000Z

bloggin is no longer a habit or rather a hobby to me anymore..hav not been bloggin recently..was really busy recently...all those restless kerja kursus...geo..sej..n kh..i always wonder why they have such thing for us form 3 students to suffer..compared to my mother school years...they dun hav such kerja kursus n they hav to go thru the same old exam lik us..those are the good old days..sharing out my happiness...and my sorrows thru my blog its always a must..but recently..i dun hav at much time to blog...well um..mel has gone to USA for abt lemme see..2weeks o more edi...things still feel so weird though w/o her presence here..yeah...as far as i am concerned...the prs camp is obviously a blast...din get to blog abt my experience when i am over there...yeah..know alot of frenz there...learned alot of things from different ppl wif different experience...tat camp sure inspired me to be a lil more confident...i think one of the most memorable thing there is the MeNGENANG JASA which was held on the 2nd night of our 'trip' there..sure an event to remember..i am running our of vocabs nowadays...i noticed it recently..my blog entries are getting more n more UNinteresting recently..i know not wat to write into my blog..i mean i dun have the right vocab to put in here anymore...short of it..n i hate it..if this continues...i am gonna fail for my eng then...sighs..exam is around the corner..i am now suppose to do my kgt but i am not in a mood to do now...i know its wrong to do tat cuz i am suppose to do it now but i jus cant help it...jus feel lik expressin out sth into my blog...words of my heart says a million words but it jus would not come out from my brain to type in here..lots of thing i wanna tell...but yet so little words came out from the keyboard...i sux at bloggin..compared to jean man she is a pro at it man..wif her EXTREMELY VOCABS and her extremely skills in playing wif her skin blog..quotes...everything...on a scale of 1 to 10...i would giv her a ten!she is a pro...tell me wats ya secret...talkin abt jean..i remembered tat she said i was TOO sensitive on the issue of likin guys younger than me...yeah..ure right..maybe i am a lil to sensitive...but in my opinion i think guys who are younger than me even how mature their thinkin is still wun giv me this..wat u call it...safety...assurance tat i need..psychologically i would hav think tat many ppl would hav say tat i look more lik an older sister rather than a gf n tat OBVIOUSLY sux(except for ur case la..tat 1 is special)...i once had a bf who is younger than me..yea..he was a nice guy...but yet..there is something missin in our relationship..we broke up.. it was quite a relive tat we broke up though... since after tat relationship..i swore to myself not to lik any1 younger than me anymore..not bcuz i still lik him..but bcuz i jus dowan cuz he dun gimme those safety feelings i wan..well actually i occurs naturally..i should hav said tat i dun feel it..once bitten twice shy..even guys older than me dun make me feel secured...anyways..talkin abt relationship..i really dowanna get involve in any1 of it anymore o at the moment..really tired n i cant bare to receive the pain i hav had lik in my previous(2nd) relationship..tat guy really made my heart sank deep down into the earth's core/crust..tore my heart into uncountable pieces..made my heart bleed an ocean of blood for him..watelse?he really spoiled my honeymoon yr which was last yr (f2)..i should be enjoyin it n he is 'helpin' me to 'enjoy' it..anyway..now everythin is history..the past is the past...let bygone be bygone..i would not wanna repeat the same old history again.....getting involve in a relationship is not for me...fallin in love is also not for me anymore...amen as i end this blog here wif nothing else to say...

a day without mel....

2005-04-20T15:34:00.000Z

i have not been bloggin recently...seldom online recently...almost a week i did not 'permanently' online...things hav got even worse recently....(not watever person probs!)..i hav started my tuition recently and em..been kinda bz wif all those kerja kursus n stuff lik tat..headache..well um..so far..i actually mind not abt sej cuz i guessed its the easiest among all the other kerja kursus which is sooo darn sickening n yet so many procedures...mel went off edi...things change o in other words..its weird w/o mel...every1 is missing her..i miss her too...definately...n i can assure u tat her MR.X wud hav missed her the MOST...the class is still noisy..but still..there is no tat certain type of mood when mel is here...sighs...win loon sat next to me today....n the funny thing is..during pj time..he changed into the prs shirt..n ppl started to misunderstand sayin tat mel has this prs shirt also...n yadda yadda yadda...some say tat he is replacing mel..*laughs*... i stayed back today wanting to do my kerja kayu n i planned to study at the library..but the whole thing did not work as i was in the counsellin room playing wif all those personality n kerjaya test(was kinda creepy doin those test as it somehow looks as if it was a fortuneteller talking abt ur personality which most of it is sooo darn true!) or in other words...I LEPAK there...win loon n fah keen was there too..they skipped their clubs n oh well..too bad la we f3 students now hav a reason for not goin for koko... "and the reason is u"-hoobastank...nah..jus crappin..n the reason is WE HAV EXTRA CLASS!lolx...pj was not really fun today(it was nvr fun wif bear bear teacher anyway)...i dono y...pinky,yc..jia min..n tat slut(PG) wanted high jump..whereas..on the other hand...me,jean n all those pig dowan..regretted for saying no to high jump...bear bear gave permission to the 4 of them to play high jump n the rest of us went to the stupid padang to play handball...me n jean went there..was feelin really hot(hot in 2 ways...angry n sun hot)...all those malays r real pigs man...i notice tat they lik to bodek this bear bear...watever i dun giv a damn anyway..later..with a lil innocent look on jean teacher allow me n jean to go back to the skylught there to join pk they all-jean saves the day!thanks jean!...hm...oh ya...forgotten another so call highlight of the day which happens in the science lab when we do the experiment..was a really cool experiment where u add on lik sulphur n magnesium ....sulphur wif zinc....n sulphur wif other stuff le...heated those test tube filled with the 2 residue...n we see wats the observation..zinc n magnesium was somehow explosive....n guess wat?i was burning tat zinc in test tube n then a few minits later..BOOM!..wow..the whole test tube truned black!...lolx..magnesium was also nice...i don quite know how to explain as i now wanna shoo myself off the bed...feelin reallly sleepy now...so jus wanna end my blog now...sounds lik this blog does not hav an ending....nah...sorry dear readers...really wanna go off to bed...dowan my running nose to get even more severe!

can sum1 kill me?

2005-04-13T15:16:00.000Z

to start it off...i would firstly start wif...CAN SUM1 KILL ME?!..sighs..was feelin a lil stressed up recently due to lots of homework n exam is coming around the corner...if tat is not enuff...add on wif a lil UNTRUE gossips n sum ppl who cant be trusted lik the byotch i said in my previous blog who makes my life misery(she is anyway)..lemme name her pretty gorilla(PG)..this PG gal...hey gal..u think i actually trusted u n tell u EVERYTHING?..hell ya..maybe tats wat u think..but the whole thing is..i DUN...cuz the only person tat i can trust is ESTHER..u?..nahz..next hayar maybe hav la..u lost my trust even more when i told u dono wat n u went n told sum1 else..how can tat be true?claim me as ur bes fren by tellin other ppl my stuff..nvm..tat was the pass..n today..wat u did?u shud know better than me PG..repeating the history(again!)..i understand..perhaps u have some grudges on me so now u wanna pay back...u told ur so call bf(i name him PGB-pretty gorilla boy)..tat i used to lik him last time?yea..so wat?i was jus 'using' him to forger abt sum1..how can i lik a guy younger than me knowing tat he is younger than me?after my first ex..i somehow swore to myself tat i wun lik guys younger than me..basically..i was jus trying to forget abt sum1..n also i wanna make sum1 feel jealous by using him..sorry bro!honestly..i know u would lik him someday..hey c'mon i know u okay?!so..i was jus plainly exaggerating tat i really liked him..really..i know u would tell sum1 abt it...n there u go tellin pinky..wth man!hate hate hate u!i wonder why ur mouth is lik A LOUD SPEAKER!wth u think ure trying to do byotch?!i understand tat u wanna get his attention cuz to tell u the truth byotch ur dreams wun come true...he wun lik u...u said tat u oni lik mr.j..do u think i blive?hell no!obvoiusly..if u wanna play wif me?i'll play wif u then!..u tell him ma...i tell him more la..the way u said he did 'special' things to u n u told me every single damn thing in DETAILS~!..wow...sounds lik as if i am fightin PGB wif her..hell no!y wud y wanna fight wif her?she's a loser anyway..on the other hand and to state things REALLY CLEAR...I AM REALLY NOT INTERESTED IN GUYS YOUNGER THAN ME!(one of it is PGB WHICH I AM NOT INTERESTED)even if he is the last guy standin on earth i wouldnt lik him either[how exaggeratin!but true)i know lots of ppl say love is blind..it does not care whether ure older o younger..but the thing is..really la..i am really not interested in this type of ppl..usually before i actually get interested in a guy..i would hav asked for their date of birth if they are of the same age as me(if younger-OUT!!)..but if younger than me a year...CUT!OFF IN MY LIST!wif a blink of an eye...so in conclusion..i jus wanna STATE SOME THINGS REALLY CLEAR......I DUN LIKE NOR LOVE PGB!cuz i only love sum1 who has been in my heart n will always be in my heart..Amen...the end..

happy to angry

2005-04-09T11:37:00.000Z

HAPPY TIMES
this morning at 11am went n pickup yuen cheng,wai mun,win loon,wee kiat, and ji yang to saisaki...then on the way to pudu my dad pickup my sis cuz she jus finished her tuition n will be having lunch wif my family...then reached saisaki(uoa building) at abt 11.30 liddat...tat saisaki haven open yet!..bodohz..nvm la..since we r all so excited wif this whole thing...later met pingkee n jean...eeks!jean look sooo cute!she tied 2 ponytails..darn cute le...after meeting up wif pk n jean edi..mel arrived wif her mum..n she said tat she could not make it for petrosains...her face i can see she almost burst into tears..kesian her la...she gotta go for tuition at 4oclock cuz its the first class of the tuition..aaih..kesian le...kit yeng reached the 'earliest'..when we r gonna end our 1st round then oni she arrive...so bad la we all..nvr wait for her to makan..lolx...hm...had a blast and bloat over there..we kept laughing n laughin n laughing...bodoh la..neh..the pk n wl lo..go n lawan wasabi n crap la..somemore i sit in between them..after tat..went to klcc..walked there..kit yeng n jean lead us there..hm..quite fast though we walk there..i tot quite far tim..mel is still wif us tat time..then mel bought sth for her n mr.x..aww!so sweet le..jalan jalan for a while n then went n lepak at san fransisco coffee...i got a orchard splash for myself..n the rest..all oso i guess got somewat coffee o frappe..lepak there for a while mel's mum pick her up over there..n then she cry again..kesian her la..make me wanna join in the cry as well..she hugged all of us as if it was our last meeting oni(choi!)..oh ya..i forgot..jun yuen joined us as well...after mel went off at abt 3pm..we all went to petrosains...wah..play lik crazy ppl oni..in petrosains there are certain area closed..well guess its not our lucky day..nvm la..still had a blast...after petrosains we went to shop at the ground floor there...after shoppin for quite some time trying to get sth(every1 must b the same-our gang only),pk suddenly dun feel well..oh well...then she asked me whether can ask my dad to fetch her back earlier anot..oklo..nvm lo..can fetch her back geh..go home early o late i dun mind geh..as long as every1 happy oni..she was not feeling well so we went to boh there n lepak(again) for a while..i din get any drink as i am really feelin full tat time..ok had ice lemon tea to chill her stomach n head as she is havin a stomach ache n headache..later she was a lil okay..so we went to girls there to get sth together..hm..got a keychain o rather a hp deco..i got for mel..wai mun n pinky got it only..cuz the rest of them thinks tat its not suitable for them..so oh well..nvm la..still can get another thing same geh...me n pinky left after visiting the girls shop..before we left we ask them to get it for us as well if they found sth tat all of them wanna get together...in a nutshell..my time wif them was obviously a blast...loved today until..........

BAD TIMES
when i reached home...i told my mum la abt wat happened today in saisaki..manalah tahu suddenly my bladdy grandma came n interrupt n simply assume this n tat..when..on the other hand..SHE DUN UNDERSTAND ENG!i was pissed off the most when she kept saying tat bad things abt my frenz n this n tat...damn her la!nvr say bad things abt my frenz...i really hate it..she dun even know them..n come on la..she dun even know them..its them tat i am having fun wif..too bad la..she say until i really cant stand it anymore so i went i talk back to her in a rough way la..(i was pissed off!)...got scolding by my mum..very darn severe she scold until..make me burst into tears..damn her(my grandma!)...c'mon...its my happy day today until somewat stupid bastard asshole went n somehow bcome the 'batu api' between me n my mum..make her scold me on such happy day..-_-'..instead of tears of joy, this is real tears!damn damn damn...sighs..nvm la..old ppl wat...gotta tahan..i tahan..nvm..now feelin a lil better edi cuz i terlepaskan geram on ricky...sorry ricky!always gotta b my somewat 'punch bag'..lolx..:P

sports day!!!n KLCC!

2005-04-07T06:52:00.000Z

yay!...sports day is comin soon..i mean its tomolo or in other words in abt less than 20hrs time...at the moment..i think either sapphire or topaz is leadin(sakai!)..i think this yr there is more competition among all the rumah sukan compared to last year...EMERALD N RUBY~!..hope emerald will win in the acara tarik tali and also for perbarisan as our athletes for both trek n padang sux(trek is the worst!)..honestly..i doubt emerald will get even third this yr..perbarisan?i doubt it too..i can tell u tat ruby's perbarisan is gut..especially their lintas hormat..darn nice..i hav to admit tat sapphire and amethyst on the other hand..also did their perbarisan well..aiyah!better say all oso did well..dum dum...after the hari sukan then its the KLCC trip..cant wait le..

*i am surprised tat my blog entry is short for today!*

jus lik any other ordinary days

2005-04-03T14:14:00.000Z

jus lik any other ordinary days..today is jus plainly an ordinary day..trying to work out on my blog..i mean i am tryin to put some additional stuff lik addin on music...used the whole day choosing the right music n hav lots of technical error..finally got things sorted out..hope ya readers lik the song.. :) ..hm..i hate drawin..i totally hate drawin...sighs..remember i said in my previous blog tat loga asked us to draw sth abt the rancangan briggs?crap la..hm..i draw a few..but really look lik shit la..so i ended up throwin my so call masterpiece into the dustbin..*astalavista baby!*...i even tot of burning it oso by borrowin my neighbour's aluminium thing tat she use to burn things..sighs..really looked horrible..went n ask for help but no one help...T_T..aih..nvm la..its my hw..so i hav to do it myself..hm..tryin to start my kgt...gonna do a group work wif mel,jean,pinky,yuen cheng, and wai mun..so all of us were divided to do things tat we are supposed to do...i am suppose to do kawasan kajian..talk abt the kawasan kajian..sighs..hard la..gotta find the keluasan n stuff lik dat..tried finding it on the internet..but got ntg...aih..oh ya!!guess wat?went on to sum1's blogsite..read it...n feel lik PUKIN!..ewe..the way that writer wrote in her blog is lik so perasan n yet the writer thinks tat she is innocent(bleah!)..hm..i jus wonder how can such ppl write such blog?!..anything..watever..y bother?today almost argue wif sum1 again..but lucky i found out tat i was wrong cuz if not we're obviously gonna start a fight(a severe 1!) ..hm.. guess my feelings towards sum wat idiot is gone edi..yeah..its gone cuz i found out tat i no longer miss him anymore..instead i miss sum1 else now..tat sum1 got ask me to be his gf before..but i rejected..i wonder whether its too late anot now to accept him back..i am waiting for him to sms me..a few days edi he din sms me(tat is wat makes me miss him!)..visited mel's blog..her blog rawks man!..its really nice..the only thing is..the picture is a lil scary or in other words..kinda gives me a freak(guess i am a scary cat afterall-no!a CHICKEN!)...hey no offence mel the pic is a lil scary but its nice n funky!eeks..so jealous la..i jus wonder how can ppl make such nice blogs whereas me...on the other hand..have a not so interestin blog..jus wonder how can they play wif all this codes n etcetera..eeks..wanna learn from them le..

oh ya...on saturday when i went to bowl at federal bowl...met this really cute guy playing who came wif his dad n lil bro who plays at the lane jus next to me,my dad n my sis lane! eeks...he jus look so darn cool wif his sunglass on his head(the wide sunglass)my gowd..so darn hot!cool!omg..its as if i was fallin for him..o rather havin a love at first sight for him!!i can tell u tat his country origin is france cuz he speaks tat language(DUH!)..i felt so darn depress n sad when i hav to leave the bowling alley knowin tat i wun see him again anymore!!sighs..beraty hati le!i am gonna miss u HOT GUY!

tired...zzz

2005-03-31T09:14:00.000Z

hm...finally got the time to blog...not really an active blogger...on the other hand...my blog is not so interestin anyway..lol..today?today?today?wat happened today?..ITS THE SPORT SEASON!..everyone is busy with their sports of they master dat means practice...practice means no studies...i mean lesser!!so happy!hm..while every1 is lookin lik a winner...me on the other hand..look lik a loser(i am a loser anyway)...emerald practice at 8.10 till 10.10 today...so can get to ponteng class..(i tot)...makes not much difference actually cuz i asked my frenz whether got teacher come in...they said got..tsunami teacher n puan bugger came in..but they ask them to do thier own work..bodohla..i know i shud hav stayed in class...sighs..i went to the padang there...tried out...but ran lik a piece of shit...so darn slow..dono wat the toot is goin on with me nowadays...when i come to think back abt last time when i was in sk..i was really energetic(eleh..i mean better than now!)..guess i old edi..hm..i think i need to retire frm this arena n get into the nerdy type of arena(bleah!)..stayed back today but did nothing but chit chatting n lookin at ppl running...teachers hav meetin today..so din get to train us...now i dono hu join the saringan...definately not me..i guess its better to not get in n wakil...later if saringan lose edi..very embarrassin...n even if get to join final..even worse...got parents watchin(my mother!really)..later if lost tat time..more malu!!..so guess tomolo duneed to study kuar..keep my fingers crossed..stupid sejarah need to draw abt the rancangan briggs sth liddat..stupid la..y mus draw?!u know i suk at drawin...my goodness!hm..guess got nothing else to blog..will be back in the next few days to blog abt more crap..now goin to gb...the gb desire is getting stronger..so need to go gb now,...if not i DIE!BYEBYE

Just A LiL tiMe To Blog...

2005-03-27T14:52:00.000Z

hey peeps!!!..i am back..well um..this is oways the time where i used to blog..cuz my parents are a sleep!!yay!got privacy finally...lolx..left approximately abt 9 minutes to 12 am..hope my parents wun shoo me off...so i think i am gonna make it fast...hm..my mum went to the pibg today..n she told me everything abt it...guess wat?our skool is broke!!..n not many ppl came..guru besar was dissapointed..my mum din see maslan nor loga..i am surprised tat they are not there..hm...well um..finished up my last minute hw i guess..hope i finished all...but i guess not..not feelin well for the last 2 days after goin to arkib negara...my elbow was hurt...it it aches lik hell!...sighs..went on to jean's blog just now..she made a password for her blog..hm..interestin...i envy her blog so much man!!....its so darn interestin..just wished i could learn how to edi my blog skins n et cetera lik her...eeks..hehe....now i am worryin whether the mahathir notes is wif win loon or not...cuz if its not wif him..then i am in big trouble..how?feelin really miserable now..just hoped tat he keep it...guess so..hope so...hm...*dun wry so much la dumbass u wendy tan!!*...buduhz...haha...but honestly..really scared la..manalah tahu sum1 took the notes...then we really die lo tat time..my frenz is soo gonna blame me for it!!!aih..hm..guess tats all i wanna crap abt...cant wait for win loon n mel's bday and farewell party le...i can imagine so many ppl there eating buffet together...eeks...cant wait!(i sound childish din i?)lolx..

HoLiTuesDay 4

2005-03-15T14:24:00.000Z

day 4 of the 1 week holiday..guessed nothing much happen recently..din online for few days as my sis is back to monopolise the internet..sighs..dun hav so much time to blog even if she lemme use it for a while...hello?the for a while is lik abt 10minutes?how to blog?no privacy at all man!..ai..hav been feelin bored the whole dya today..got nothing better to do..so i started my hw wif kh and then science in which i did the CHAPTER 4..hm..mum and dad helped me out wif some of the drawin n coloring(coloring is not necessary but i hav to color cuz the drawing sarks-my drawin)..then do most of the hw edi..lepak time!still got somemore to do..but i was too lazy..on the other hand..i forgotten to bring back my test papers in which i hav to do correction..teachers are gonna slaughter me alive!omg!..sighs...hav my dinner at abt 7.00pm sth..later after havin my dinner...my granpa said he wants to bring my mum and granny to this "FIVE STAR FUNERAL THINGY"....my mum asked me whether i wanna go..n then i asked her whether got casket anot..she said yeah...so i was lik..I WANNA GO!...so the 4 of us went there...reached there...look at the building..dun look lik hav funeral service...oh btw..the name of this building is called NIRVANA MEMORIAL CENTER...nice building..i tell u..its even better than ordinary hotel...blive me...if u ever came across to hear abt thing building n ppl ask u to go..dun miss the chance...its darn nice...i still remember at the M(1st floor)...where there is this "PAMERAN CASKET AND GADGETS FOR FUNERAL STUFF"...saw 1 gold casket...darn nice..another one is nicer..it is classic gold...tat color is far much nicer...n then later was attracted by this jed urn made in vietnam..omg..tat place is sooo cool!..but the UNCOOL thing abt there i looked weird(i mean my dressin)...look..i was jus wearing a t-shirt and a shorts(hey!its soo informal)n when i was 'visitin' tat place tat time...so many ppl was staring at me..from the staffs there to the family of the dead...guess wat?i asked my grandpa abt the rental per room for 1 funeral service..know wat he said?he said it is approximately rm30 000!...i went lik wat the hell?! but he told me tats the most expensive..but still..at such '5star' place...the rental i giv it the cheapest oso abt 5000...sighs!darn expensive..i was wonderin those ppl whether really sincere respecting the dead..o isit just a BIG SHOW to show ppl how much they love n respect the dead?wat u think?i dono..but in my opinion its just a big show...hehe..anyway..was a nice 'trip' to tat place...came back abt 9.00pm sth..the next thing i know is>>>>ONLINE!DUH!then..online until abt i think 10.00pm sth i finally bathe...(WHOA!SO LATE ONI BATHE?!NVR CATHCH A COLD BEFORE?!)...nvm nvm..i oways bathe so late 1 la anyway..hehe..then until now lo chatting..flirting..listenin to me husband's songs....n lookin at this lcd screen which is gonna add up the power in my eyes while typin out my blog..guessed i am gonna end my blog here as i hav nothing else(crap) to talk abt as i am now jus doin those stuff as i said above...chao chao!

holisaturday1

2005-03-12T15:32:00.000Z

kewl...when i was bloggin jus now half way n there thta baddy internet got sth worng...omg!..wtf?!..okay..i am gonna retype the whole thing again..first today..went to downtown n hav brunch(chicken rice) wif g.aunt..n my other family members..was my uncle's treat..n guess wat?!i ate 2 bowls of rice..my gowd..gonna get fat sooner o later..sighs..after eatin..went n HUNT FOR BLACK COLOR PAPER!..went to popular..dissapoinment of the day..in my thought..*BLACK PAPER EXTINCT O WAT?!*then later broke wif my other family members..me,mama,granny went n took a bus to times square..hang out there for a moment before goin to starbucks..hav a drink there..i got a espresso rhumba..mum got a free rhumba cuz got coupon buy 1 free 1..then granny has a coffee of the day..my mama dono how to drink frap man!..she drank abit n then she left omoz the whole frap to me!omg..i drank all cuz i dowanna waste..n it took me omoz the whole day to drink tat thing..even brought it to the saloon at low yat plaza to hav my haircut there..(junior haircut as it was cheap-rm8 for wash n cut)..the hairstylist was a woman n she was darn nice/frenly to me as if she know me a looong time...the hairstyle she cut for me was also nice..not too short n not too long..still can tie..my hairstyle is darn nice..*piftz*praising myself..haha..wait..hairstyle nice but person is fugly..lol..i was lucky to not really hav a STUDENT cutting my hair..she is gonna b a stylist after takin a test n i WISH HER BEST OF LUCK!...haha..after tat..went to sg wang at abt 5.30sth..met alot of cute guys there..(there are nerdy,innocent,cute n many more)..so hot!went to sg wang..went to lasenza mj n saw 1 darn nice jacket..tried it on..n later mum said wanna get it for me if there is a 20% discount..(hey its rm110 sth)..anyway..its just my desire...hav o dun hav oso nvm..the best is dowan cuz wastin money as i edi hav lots of cny clothes..some haven wear somemore*so tamak la u WENDY TAN!*..then later went to shops which sells THE NIGHTMARE BFORE XMAS PRODUCTS..wanna get the coffin pouch but my mama banned me..even makin a coffin for my kerja kayu she dun allow!..nvm la..had dinner at the fourth floor of sg wang..had rice(AGAIN)-for dinner at 7.00 sth...ee! getting fat soon la lik wat i said..after tat continued my journey to look for black paper n ended up in dissapoinment(for the second time)..later went back home by cab at 8.00sth..guess wat?the taxi driver was a maniac!he drive so darn fast..but it was fun..the thing tat is not fun is almost hitting a cute guy..which is obviously not fun!..my first impression on him was he is a rude man n stuff liddat..my impression/thought was wrong...when i almost reach home..he talked to my mama..(he was soo frenly-to my surprise!)lol..so went back home straight away had a bath n then the next thing was WIPE THE COMPUTER N ONLINE N FLIRT N STUFF LIDDAT!..haha..in conclusion..my mood was gut today..was happy all day long..din think of any other things(her)..jean was right..ricky was right..i guess i hav to take back my words in which i said tat THE STORY ABT HER BAD THINGS WILL NVR END..guess i will hav to end it today..i hav this thought n i've been thinkin..i think the revenge i wanna giv her is not giving her a revenge..y i wanna spoil myself n bad mouth abt her n revenge her as i am really wasting my time doin so..on the other hand..if i revenge her n bad mouth her..it somehow reflects on myself..y shud i do tat?instead..i think i wanna show her a better person of me..i wanna show her tat i am better than her in any way..especially in this type of bitch fight..all this thoughts would not hav worked for it was not for jean's advice..(thanks jean)..not to forget also..i wanna thank ricky for being there for me n letting me lepaskan geram on u..(sry rick)..luv ya!..so today..i hereby officially end THE NEVER ENDING STORY OF "HER"...byebye..
*life goes on*[-]_[-]

break down..hit of the day...

2005-03-09T14:46:00.000Z

again this is my santuary at my grave..i am confessin again troubles of my life..today's incident tottally hit me real great..the hit was lik as if it was a tsunami wave hittin the shores of a few countries...tats wat i felt lik at tat moment..i simply cant explain..its oways bcuz of her..n again the episode of her bitching around starts and ends to a nvr ending ending...(its endless!i can write a whole book o story abt her!)she must be proud abt tat u know?!i wrote a book for her!lol...it was her tat today i burst into tears...it was bcuz of her tat my life becomes so misery..it was bcuz of her...i somehow got manipulated(not really la) by kev(her so call bf)..but he fact is...actually i am not angry abt tat..it was when he started talkin abt her n saying tat i shud not kutuk her,n i took a bet too seriusly..but hey honestly..too bad..i jus can tell u tat i keep my words..dun mind me being too serius for something small..but hey!tats me..she cries in front of him so wat?tryin to get sympathy?!lik wat i said many times n loong time ago tat she will do dat..expected anyway..so wat if she burst into tears?as if i dun?as if mel dun burst into tears wif all ur farkin action tat really hurt her frm her deep heart's core..i am tellin u bitch...i am just gonna tell u tat i hate u but i am not gonna tell y i hate u..if i tell u...it wll make u happier..u will feel as if the problem is over and etcetera...so i'd prefer to make ur life miserable(tats for repaying wat u hav done to me okay?!)so no matter how u nag me,beg me o cry in front of me..I AM NVR GONNA TELL U!..u've made me feel miserable today okay?!..its been quite some time i din burst into tears(i nvr cried on the net!)..u...its bcuz of u..IT BCUZ OF TALKIN ABT U BLADDY BITCH tat cause me arguing wif ur bf n ended up burstin into tears(on the other hand i cant really blame u for all this but watever..ure stil the one who raise up my anger to a boilin hot temperature cuz we were talkin abt u-feels lik hell)..my mum almost found u GODDAMMIT!i managed to cover up..but still..there are tears tat fell off my cheek u know?!U KNOW WAT..ure totally the source of all evil..even though ure not in the conversation but talking abt u edi make things worse...oh ya..i've read ur letter tat u sent to mel thru her blog..n it was horrible..ur letter was horrible..wanna know why?!i'll tell u why:
1.ur grammar sarks
2.u dun admitt ur mistakes
3.u just love to act innocent(which totally farks me off)
4.u lik to involve ur bf inside
5.URE JUST GIVIN EXCUSES FOR WATEVER U DO N URE TRYING TO RUNAWAY FROM THE REALITY...face it will u?!will u be a lil GROWN UP for once o rather not so naive?it irritates not only me..but every1..
nvr blame any other of my fwens for not talkin to u..u can either blame urself o me..just dun blame other...if ure abt to realise ur mistakes now..its too late..the cut tat u gave me went in too deep..n its stuck there forever..i tried forgivin u..(tats wat my head tells me)..but my heart ask me not to..n guess wat?ure never forgiven cuz the u hurt my heart!n hurting my heart ppl will make me not forgive tat certain person..in a nutshell..the whole thing abt today was unexplainable..i nvr scold sum1 so badly on the internet n my victim was her so call bf!(sorry kev!)-probably i was wrong..maybe i shud not take things a lil too serius....i was wondering whether am i too late to realise it cuz i realised it when i was readin somewat a book abt meaningful stuff while chatting wif some of my net frenz..(to ricky-thanks for being there n helpin me realise wat stupid moron things i've done and how lunatic was i this evening)perhaps the only way for me to change this is just time..time for me to cool down..as i cool down..perhaps my anger n hatred for her will be gone..maybe i will forgiv her..who knows?we will nvr know..only fate knows..but for the moment/time being..i dun think i feel lik talkin to either her o kev(dun mean to pull him in the water..its just tat..argh..i dono...probably seeing him o talking to him totally reminds me of the bitch..its not a jealous thing,but its just to state things clear cuz i swear tat i will nvr lik guys younger than me,they could only be my lil bro)..nvr again wanna get hurt lik this anymore..may today's history dun repeat..GOD BLESS!AMEN!

SukAnTaRa...emerald shall n must b the DEFENDING CHAMPION!

2005-03-08T14:49:00.000Z

tot of typin it yesterday abt the sukantara..its between emerald n ruby...EMERALD SHALL CONQUER THE CHAMPION!whereas ruby will b on the second place..muahhahaa...i am soo evil...but i dun mnd if ruby beats us up..as long as SAPPHIRE dun beat emerald..tats wat tat matters most..the must be the defending losers!muahahha..i am soo evil..yeah..i am evil but not as evil as sum ppl...i really hate the way she says my fren is trying to brainwash me to hate her!..eh hello?!its me..no one can brain wash me man!..its my life..how can my fren brainwash me?!..n never ever say tat to my fren..pls dun blame her u BITCH!..if u wanna blame..jus blame me ok?!...jus blame me for BITCHIN around wif ur frenship n etcetera la..u think i really lik u?no!the fact is no!try not to act so innocent to get sympathy frm ppl..tats stupid..on the other hand..u said that 'he' is ur only fren in class..is tat true..?i am afraid not..tats wat u think,,,watever..ure jus sooo naive!stop being soo naive will u?..n how come watever things u ask..u hav to put my name in it?!..in other words..ure trying to make me look bad as if i dumped u like a boyfren who dumps a girlfren..hey..u wanna know y i 'dumped' u?its bcuz u NVR KEEP MY SECRETS!i told u secrets n secretly told others ppl as if ure a loud speaker..how can i trust u?!frenship is all abt trust but the whole thing is..i dun trust u..so wats the use of our frenship?n u even copy me to lik my so call crush?!lucky it was not true if not i am sooo not gonna forgive u..(i dun mean to hate u cuz of a guy..)but the prob is..U COPY ME!COPY CAT!KISS UR OWN ASS LA!oh btw..there is one thing i think u shud b very aware..i told this to most of my frenz and they know well abt this...DO NOT MESS WIF ME OR MY FRENZ!IF U EVER MESS WIF ME OR THEM..URE GONNA GET ALL THE 'BLESSINGS' BACK FROM ME!U WANNA PLAY?!I PLAY WIF U HARSHER ONCE!NVR MESS WIF ME,U SHUD KNOW WELL HOW AM I GONNA 'PLAYBACK' WIF U!REMEMBER!I AM A GOOD FREN BUT A REAL BAD ENEMY(copied frm phantom of the opera-but hey its quite meaningful though:P)..so in conclusion..ure now messin up wif me n my frenz n I HATE U!U LAZY SLUG/FREAK/TEACHER'S DOG!think u got the bladdy s/u jawatan bery proud isit?!rajin konon..only rajin for tat hav la..wanna be teachers pet la!n wanna get close to her so call 'bf''..my arse..u think he really likes u?!face the music n stop living in the world of fantasy..its a reality world here n this world is mean(lik U!)tats wat i know!eh btw..u wanna jilat his(ur beloved teacher's) shoes..go far away n jilat..not infront of me o near me!cuz no matter how clean u jilat his shuz until..its STILL DIRTY TO ME!

kewl....script done...n one friendship done as well!

2005-03-06T09:00:00.000Z

muahahha...my script is done!!...n its getting funnier n funnier...(i hope) jus hope all the audience wud understand wat is our whoel group talkin abt...(they are not too dumb are they?)...oh ya..one thing i was pissed off abt today was when i visited sum1's blog..din expect tat sum1 to UPDATE her blog..n wat i saw was..no..it made me went lik WAT THE HELL?!anyways..why wud u wanna bother abt ppl care for u anot?!its their bizness wat not urs oso!..N WASSAP WITH THE WORD CARE?!i know its important but if u care for sum1 u dun hav to show it out..i was wondering which dummy wud everyday say.."I CARE FOR YOU!"thats stupid right...if u really care for a person..u dun hav to tell o even show it out!useless piece of wat la!oh ya...i guess there will b a new gossip spreading n it will start frm me!...ahahha...i bet this gossip is soo gonna make her life as if it was the LAST DAY OF HER LIFE OR IN OTHER WORDS THE WORST TIME OF HER LIFE!!!...aww...too bad!..muahahhahahahha..oh ya to let her know sth...i told mel abt her blog...so i guess perhaps i was the one who broke their frenship off...perhaps...i am a truly BITCH AFTERALL!

watever...ure getting my nerves on!n my apologies..

2005-03-05T14:53:00.000Z

damn her damn her!i hate her i hate her!she is totally ruinin my life...i dun care la..i am totally f-ing pissed off today...i dono n i dun care..she is a bitch..tats wat i know...i am also a bitch...who cares anyway?!argh!totally pissed off today..the one that understands me the most is not here wif me when i needed him so badly...wadda hell is goin on in this world?!so wat?i am really havin enuff of her!i just wanna tell her just how much i hate her..dun care la if she gets pity frm guys(which is so bitchy work if she does tat)...i hav already enuff of this!my mood was pretty well done until she came online..i was lik a total thunderstorm...but anyways..there is a happy part which is i get to edit the script which totally sounds really crappy n funnny!eleh..perasan..say until lik i am so gut at editing it...blek:P...ahhahahah....oh ya..btw..i felt quite guilty just now for a moment cuz i was acting quite bitchy n was really grumpy..n i just simply scolded ppl n lepaskan geram on them..i really am PURE BITCHY tat time..(i am a bitch anyway)...sorry peeps...my apologies to ricky..hou ken...jenna..danny...and em...sorry kev..if i was acting abit weird to u just now(all those scoldings & etcetera)-now tat i've realised it..also i am very sorry for always kutuk-ing her in front of u..sorry ar(i know u might find me irritating then)...cant help it..just cant help it..sorry ar....i really do and to all those ppl whose name up there...MY APOLOGIES FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART..feel so guilty now le...aih..anyways..guess thats all i wanna say..no more mood edi...wanna continue editing my script...byez!

LiFe is GREAT...

2005-03-01T14:58:00.000Z

so..whats kickin recently?hm...nothing much though...its just that we've finished the exams and the results are out!....horrible...mine is horrible..better not talk abt it or in other words i can say that I AM THE MOST STUPID in my whole gang~! get the point there?!..oh ya..i am beginning to REALLY HATE THAT BLADDY MAHANI AKA KATAK!...i totally hate her man...i wud not have hated her so much for it was not that she humiliated me ON WEDNESDAY...during the taklimat for KGT!(damn damn her!damn her man!)somemore i got a "B" for my geo..then u know what she says"NEXT TIME DUN TALK SO MUCH..SEE LA U TALK SO MUCH GET SUCH MARKS"the next thing i know is i was DAMIN her and was screamin my heads off!ah!!!!!ah!!!...nawawi oso another one..and gezz wat?shahina named NAWAWI as "ANAK BABI"!...nice name!~...kewl...i love it...hahha...gr..today msn kenot on..i wonder why...so i ended up reading the konserto terakhir which i am sooo addicted to it...(so not me-i am not a bookworm)...maybe perhaps i lik the book cuz its a love story!BLEK!...n after feelin bored reading it...i came across to blog after checkin out on friendster... oh ya..i realised something..i realised that nowadays playing GB can also let you know cute n hot guys?~really...i am tellin u the truth!~..there is just so many cute guys...cute n sweet if u want(of cuz i got their msn first oni i say they cute le)...n i got to know this guy whom is really sweet-among the closest to me that i got to know frm GB-...always msg me trhu sms...but the sad thing is MY HP NO MORE CREDIT!..so i just hav to miss call him ..also i msg him thru msn to tell him that i hav no more credit,if not he say that i dowan to reply his msg n chuin ar n this n that la..not nice le-DAMN YOU CELCOM!WHO ASK YOU CHARGE SMS SO DARN EXPENSIVE?!FOLLOW LA LIK DIGI!one cent per sms(to 6 most frequent msg ppl le)send 100 msgs for rm1 while on the other hand celcom 5 msgs edi gone rm1!useless!..oh ya..he called me...but i was too nervous n i talk so fast!(lik an idiot or in other words...its called a DUMBASS!)..n he msged me n said that i talk so fast he could not even understand a single damn word i am talkin abt!wadda hell?!LOL~

ExamS...SomeThiNg MisSiNg...

2005-02-21T08:03:00.000Z

sighs!finally finish one day of exams(4 subjects!)so happy man!ok le..not to say SO happy o too happy..but at least today got half of the 8 sub finish edi...am i glad...on the other hand..all those sub are quite difficult all done on this so call special day...tomolo...we have sej...eng..and moral..all oso ok le..but at the moment now i AM HAVING DIFFiCULTY in memorising the form 1 syllabus...(sakai!)...aiyooooooo! i nvr lik exams!(WHO DOES?)...hate it le..sure get darn low marks 1 this time monthly test...eeeks!...aih...actually leh..i really got nothing else to say edi..i kept swearing..n SIGH about myself...
i dono la...i dono la..its just that recently i am dono y feelin sth missing which i totally dono wat is it...i just kept searchin for what is it but no answer...i really dono wat is it..but its just driving me nuts!..

EXams!!!...Stressed!

2005-02-19T10:10:00.000Z

sighs!bad bad day today...not my day..gotta study n guess wat?i got to know that JAY AND 1 B****(patty hou) dated!omg...can u imagine that?!...fine so wat they date?but its just so EW!!...i'd rather let him date JOLIN rather than that FUGLY WOMAN!she is totally ewe...i jus dono how to explain but totally SO DUN SUIT JAY!no fair!...ee!...gr!!!..*.i sounded jealous dun i?*yale...i know le..no matter wat oso..i am still not as gut as her ma!...watever la!...eee!geram!..anyways..aih...exam is AROUND THE CORNEr..i mean..its NEXT WEEK(MONDAY) omg!..i am totally so not gut at maths man!...really scare la...somemore circles coming out...at least lines and angles better la..aih...dono la..gonna fail edi...can predict...dun even know how to do a single thing ON CIRCLES!...can u imagine that?!i know how to do SOME...but then oways get answer wrong...T_T...pressure n stressed out man!....sighs!bsides maths still got other subjects need to study somemore...wonder how gonna catch up cuz...other subjects got f1 n f2 things...omg....OMG!OMG!...eeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

Examz ComiNg!...OMG!!

2005-02-18T00:56:00.000Z

yoyo!...so loooooooooooong time since i last blog...got miss me anot ar blog?(lolz, talking to myself!)sighs..wat to do? not time ma..(hav time for GB!).anyways..this is now year 2005 1/6..n exam is coming..omg..not prepared yet..f1,f2 questions are all coming out!i totally lost memory for studies in f1 and f2!sure fail le this time..i really scare le..putting quite high hope cuz i really wanna get gut marks!(who doesn't?!).but really la..need to try n get better marks(haven't let my mum kill?!) n see how far i can go lo...btw..today.............................................
GB KENOT OPEN!BUGGER!i tot i wanna play gb while studyin, see now!kenot open..useless hopeless!..oh ya jus now in skool we played this somehow lik 'psychology or prediction test/game' n it was quite fun.but the creepy thing abt this test/game is..IT IS SO DARN TRUE expcept for certain answers..perhaps only 1 or 2..here is the results for my answers...

1.11(nothing)
2.18(gotta tell 18 person abt this game!)
3.Jay Chou(the person that i love)
4.Melissa(the person i care most)
5.Esther(the person who knows me the most)
6.Ping Kee(my lucky star)
7.Jun Kit(the person that i like but cant work out. - so not true!)
8.Jie Kou(song tat reminds me of guy no.3)
9.Ni Bi Cong Qian Kuai Le(sond tat reminds me of guy no.7)
10.Dao Dai(song that is on my mind)
11.Ge Qian(song tat describes abt me)

well..i guess thats all for today..nothing much happen..oh ya!LOGA DIN COME!YEAH>>>SO HAPPY!

Holidays!

2004-11-14T14:49:00.000Z

aiyok!omoz 1 week oredy since the holidays started...well um...actually not much of plans...feeling kinda bored at home so my mum brought me out to shop...cool...n gezz wat?my mum bought me quite a number of clothes for the comin CNY..since now have DISCOUNTS everywhere ma...sighs!nowadays...dono y i seldom online...if hav chance to online oso i dun feel like online..perhaps i am too lazy to wipe the computer cuz my mum asked me to!ish!so far..i am not goin anywhere la during the holidays but i am goin to singapore on the 26th of november till the 30th of november...actually not many days la..my sis la..gotta work...aih..n then know wat?she somemore say if can take THREE DAYS oni wo....3DAYS...!better dun go lik this..no syok la..i plan to just waste my time...i mean use my time since i am really bored during the holidays..i tell u...if my mum ask me to study...I'D RATHER ROT rather than studying man...gosh...haven even touch my books since the last day of school...talkin about school...i really missed school man...gosh...in school..i can just hang out wif my frenz n have a big laugh..well em...as for staying at home...I ONI GET THE DAMN SCOLDING FROM MY PARENTS!..sicko man...anyways...during these few days of holidays...the day tat i find most fun is the first day of holiday where i went to ping kee's hse....damn syok man!cuz omoz the whole gang oso there...n then we went n play water...n play a food game...where u have to finish all the food in the fastest time..we were break into 2 groups...n gosh..i am telling u...i omoz choke man..when i ate the bowl of noodles....but anyways...it was fun... !sighs! i miss my frenz man...but most of all...i missed sum1 the most...*oni sum of my frenz know*...i MISS HIS CUTE LITTLE FACE...eeyer...just wanna see him la...*gosh wat am i talkin about?!suddenly talk about him?!*..

anyways...talkin about today...today is the first day of raya...cool...was invited to my aunts house..dun feel like goin but gotta go la..if not dun giv face pulak...sigh...so went there late afternoon...n then ate some rice wif some normal malay traditional dishes...then later ate some cookies...some cakes....wow..BLOATED...then din eat anything for dinner...still very full now..feel like VOMITING!...